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24 days: papa and me.. papa cut hair le.. haiz.. my hair still so long..
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Friday, 8 June 2012
Journey of LoVe.. PaRT 2 (WEEK 3 -4)
WEEK 3 -4
Thursday, 7 June 2012
Journey of LoVe.. PaRT 2 (WEEK 2 -3)
WEEK 2 -3
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| 18 days: neng neng time... |
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| 18 days: why my neng neng so slow one? i am very hungry ad... |
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| 18 days: just finished my milk.. yummy yummy... |
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| 18 days: hee.. hee.. i became model again. |
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| 18 days: it is dinner time.. let me take a break... |
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| 18 days: where is my neng neng? |
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| 19 days: i love shower... |
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| 20 days: smile... grandma (lynn's mom) said i have the eyes of grandpa (one eye open, one eye close).. :P |
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| 21 days: bb said happy mother's day... |
Journey of LoVe.. PaRT 2 (WEEK 1 - 2)
WEEK 1 - 2
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| why his face got so many red spots? erm.. these were caused by milk splashing on his face when feeding time (especially during night time, i was so sleepy). i was still unable to get used to wake up to feed him.. haiz.. needed some time.. he was 11 days. |
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| he got jaundiced. some people said it was caused by blood group incompatibility. roey is A positive while i am B positive. bb is O positive. some said due to his big size, c-sec bb, he is chinese.. haha.. erm.. anyway, the bilirubin level went down as i continued to breast feed him. His liver became more mature as time goes. Last checked, 04.06.2012.. 120 mmol/L. both moms said kena sindai matahari.. good also, let him get enough vitamin D. but the sunlight should be before 9 am. |
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| 15 days: everyone said wah he looked so big ad. until my aunt called me.. what you feed him? i proudly said, just breast milk.. haha... i am proud to be exclusively breast feeding mom. i am thankful because my family were supportive, especially my mom-in-law, mommy, hubby etc.. i was glad. most people will say:" breast milk nia? enough bor?" believe me.. enough as long as you have the will. but you need to have enough calories intake (do not think of dieting so fast, for the sake of bb), good protein intake (eat more fishes), good hydration (drink more water) and good patience (breast feeding bb hungrier faster because breast milk easily digested.. so need to feed more frequently). |
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| hello everyone! |
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| good night everyone! |
Journey of LoVe.. PaRT 2 (WEEK 0 - 1)
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| 25.04.2012: baby still in my belly. fasting since 12 am. on bp and ctg monitoring. mama heart rate, 80. baby heart rate, around 140. no contraction, since i admitted for elective c-sec. i felt so nervous. my first operation.. now i felt what patient felt.. honestly, i felt pain kena masuk tiub kencing, kena masuk branulla... last time, i put for people. now.. haha.. me sendiri kena.. |
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| papa following to operation room. |
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| 10 am... awaiting ot call. when arrived ot, i felt less anxious as i met some friends who worked there. they calmed me a lot. thanks narrie etc.. some more, the anaesth is dr Khoo. thanks God. i had been given epidural, felt like vomiting. but, after 5 minute, i unable to feel my legs. at that time, roey came in, i felt less scared. |
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| operation started.. after 20 minute, i felt like crying because i heard "him" crying. joyous tears... i saw him. first i saw was his hairs, so banyak.. patut my body always itch when pregnant.. myth.. nurse cleaned him. im vitamin k given to him. |
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| he cried.. to expand his lungs. |
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| then he stopped crying.. |
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| i called him ah boy. he smiled. |
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| then dr Khoo helped us to take family photo. |
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| estimated weight 3.7kg. but finally come out, 3.91kg. haha... patutlar i felt my tummy so heavy. big bb need monitoring. first glucose checked, 2.8 (low blood sugar, normal should more than 3). erm.. dr Khaw (pediatrician) asked to give formulated milk. but the staff there encouraged breast feeding. they brought the bb for me. i really want to thanks them. second checked, 3.4... yeah, normal. |
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| my milk production still cannot achieve his needs.. hourly feeding. haha.. till he so hungry suck his thumb..at 3rd days, serum bilirubin checked. it was high, 218.9. kena tinggal hospital for photo therapy. the next day, 165.. yahoo.. can go home le. his thyroid function test, g6pd was normal. thanks God. and he is O positive... |
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| 29.04.2012: going home day... |
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| papa, mama and you cheng 宥晟 |
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| 公公抱抱 |
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| 外公抱抱 |
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| 婆婆sayang |
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| 外婆story telling |
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| with papa |
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| with malinee jie jie |
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| hui yun jie jie came and visit me.. |
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| pae yi jie jie always came and see me... haa... |
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| with laura and nang nang jie jie... |
Thanks to all for came and visited us... thanks...
Monday, 23 April 2012
Miracles from God_9 months and 10 days...
Miracle... i never think i will get marry and has my own family. i am a mother at 26. i never think roey will be my husband and i am expecting a baby now. Blessing from God. When i was young, my hope is to be going to war countries to help the victims. My ambition is to be a nurse. But now i am married. Become a nurse in my own country fulfill my dreams. Sometimes i did feel stress when i work as nurse. But meanwhile i feel satisfaction. i am happy when i see patients were healed. i feel satisfied when patient remember me due to my nursing care. i smile when i see my patient smile. Will all these stopped when he is bring to the world? During beginning of my pregnancy... i doubt... i upset.. why God sent him at this time? But when i saw him growing days by days in my tummy.. i saw miracles. i started to appreciate God blessing to me. i faced patients with infertility. i saw their hopes. Deep in my heart.. i am pregnant and i does not appreciate. i am so covered with the earthly things. He is the unconditional loves God sent to me and roey. Boy.. mommy wants to say sorry for every hard feelings arise upon your presence. Mommy loves you!
Time flies.. i am 26 already. In
hospital, i saw people excited over new life, people getting sad over
aging/sickness/death. Some patient has their beloved ones at their
bedside when they are facing death. But some are not. They are alone.
Life is very short. Nowadays, some even get heart attack or stroke at
the age of 30+. We unable to predict our life. Only God knows it. We
really need to appreciate whoever, whatever around us.
i work as a nurse... but i never knew how it is feel when i am the one to be catheterized.. to be put on heplock.. to be inject at the buttock. i will keep saying to my patient.. it will hurt "a bit", like kena gigit semut. Some patient will shout before i touch them. Some will say:"nurse, never mind. It does not hurt at all." (although i poke him or her few times) Next two more days, i will be the patient. The nurse will tell me the same thing (i think so). 25 april 2012 (same date with my dad birthday), i choose my baby to be come out via cesarean. The feeling is so hard. i am telling myself to be courageous, not to be scared. But deep inside, i worry, excited. Finally.. after carry him for 9 months and 10 days, he is coming out. i am curious how he will be look like. Every year.. roey and i undergo BIG event. Last year, we were busy preparing our wedding. This year, we are busy preparing to receive new member in our house. Being pregnant made me think a lot. With God will, i hope i able to provide him a good cares.
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