i am 26 years old..
i am a full time wife and mommy..
i did feel sad and frustrated when i need to give up my job as a nurse
my ambition was to be a passionate nurse
but i believed God know what is the best for me
i was an excellence student
i scored well during my university time
i promised myself with all kinds of dreams in the future
but the dreams broke into pieces when i got pregnant
but i am happy because it is a beautiful, wonderful blessings
unfortunately i cried too..
during my pregnancy, i stayed mostly in happy mood
because i wants my baby to be a happy man
i served my patients with my sincere cares
because i wants my baby to be a caring person
i was blessed with abundant of loves by patients
because i wants my baby to be a blessing to others
i took a BIG step to resign
many people encouraged
but many people discouraged too
i love my job
but i love my family more
some one needs to do something to ensure the happiness of a family
i think God assign me to do that
i dealt and socialize when i worked as a nurse
but now i am stay-at-home-mom
sometime i feel i am a loner
but when i saw my You Cheng smiled and laugh
my heart melt
it is more worth than anything in the world
i want to be a good mommy aka wife
the loves overcome everything
although sometime i did cry and cry
i though i had postpartum blue
but loves won
financially, memang a bit tight
no more luxury spending
but i believe God will provide
i always remember
God even cares for the birds on the sky
why should we human worry so much
the things on earth just so temporarily
i thanks God for my little You Cheng
he truly a blessing for me and Roey
he is a good boy!
i thanks God for my understanding hubby
although i got angry easily towards him
but i still loves him
the more i angry, the more i care.. :P