Life of a full time mommy... aka full time wife...

i am 26 years old..

i am a full time wife and mommy..

i did feel sad and frustrated when i need to give up my job as a nurse

my ambition was to be a passionate nurse

but i believed God know what is the best for me

i was an excellence student

i scored well during my university time

i promised myself with all kinds of dreams in the future

but the dreams broke into pieces when i got pregnant

but i am happy because it is a beautiful, wonderful blessings 

unfortunately i cried too..

during my pregnancy, i stayed mostly in happy mood 

 because i wants my baby to be a happy man

i served my patients with my sincere cares

because i wants my baby to be a caring person

i was blessed with abundant of loves by patients

because i wants my baby to be a blessing to others 

i took a BIG step to resign

many people encouraged

but many people discouraged too

i love my job

but i love my family more

some one needs to do something to ensure the happiness of a family

i think God assign me to do that

i dealt and socialize when i worked as a nurse

but now i am stay-at-home-mom

sometime i feel i am a loner

but when i saw my You Cheng smiled and laugh 

my heart melt

it is more worth than anything in the world

i want to be a good mommy aka wife

the loves overcome everything

although sometime i did cry and cry

i though i had postpartum blue

but loves won

financially, memang a bit tight
no more luxury spending
but i believe God will provide
i always remember
God even cares for the birds on the sky
why should we human worry so much
the things on earth just so temporarily

i thanks God for my little You Cheng 

he truly a blessing for me and Roey

he is a good boy!

i thanks God for my understanding hubby
although i got angry easily towards him
but i still loves him
the more i angry, the more i care.. :P